chem practical! it's like forever..

the exams seems like forever before it's gonna end..
it's almost been a week since i updated
due to the crashing of my computer!
i have like chem prac after this
and i have my spastic chem book on my lap which is practically useless.
BLEAGH
yeah.. been a sucky week for me
rather messed up
lotsa confusion.
to all those who made me feel better THANKS YA!
to all those that tried but failed miserably, thank you for letting me see things i never seen before.
this week really realy sucks for me.
honestly, it's been the worst week in my life.
with so many things to do and accomplish
but with so little time, nothing can be done!
if only life was more livable..

*clay aiken - more to life*
Today I watched in silence
As people passed me by
And I strained to see if there was something
Hidden in their eyes

But they all looked back at me as if to say,
"Life just goes on.."

The old familiar story
Told in different ways,
"Make the most of your own journey
From the cradle to the grave
Dream your dreams tomorrow
Because today
Life must go on.."

Oh, and there's more to this life
Than living and dying
More than just trying to make it through the day
More to this life
More than these eyes alone can see
And there's more
Than this life alone for me

He takes care of his family
He takes care of his work
And every Sunday morning
He takes his place at the church
But sometimes he still feels the need to search
"Life just goes on.."

At night he lies in silence
Staring into space
Looks for ways to make tomorrow
Better than today
But in the morning light
He looks to say,
"Life must go on.."

Oh, and there's more to this life
Than living and dying
More than just trying to make it through the day
More to this life
More than these eyes alone can see
And there's more
Than this life alone for me

Where do we start
To find every part
Of what makes this life complete?
If we turn our eyes
To Jesus we'll find
Life's true beginning
Is there at the cross
Where he died
Where he died

To bring us
More to this life
Than living and dying
More than just trying to make it through the day
More to this life
More than these eyes alone can see

And there's more
To this life
Than living and dying
More than just trying to make it through the day
More to this life
More than these eyes alone can see

And there's more
Than this life alone can be
More to this life
More than livin' and dyin'
More than tryin' to make it
Through another day

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yeah.. to me, if only there was moer to this life.. than living and dying! bleah.. hate it hate it hate it..
i have this absolute craving for takos (octopus balls) now.. and i am so gonna go down to get my takos after the chem prac i tell ya.. it's really been a terrible week for me. and i dun think i can take it much longer.. until then. i'll see ya again. for now. i take my leave. FAIR YE WELL.

PS: i hope miss teo would understand all the lit techniques i used in my compo and not just treat it as punctuation errors.. ahhhhh... itchy fingers i have. AND JOHN STEVENS GOT KICKED OUT OF AMERICAN IDOL!!!! wahhhh whyyyyy?

chinese oral_________

when you say the words, chinese and oral...
what do i think of?
i think of FAILURE!!!
okok let's just say i flunked my entire oral examination today.. there were like so many words i wanted to use to express myself but i couldnt' say.. well i didn't know how to say it in chinese! i ended up talking in half chinese and half english and guess what? i even made up my own sign languages for "chewing gum".. bye bye chinese! and there goes my pass for chinese.. let's say that i made the world's biggest mistake.. first, zheng lao shi was asking about smoking.. and all the stuff about how the underaged teenagers should be punished! and what's worse.. she asked me next "ni2 you3 mei2 you3 shi4 bai4 guo4"? stupid me.. heard as "ni2 you3 mei2 you3 shi4 guo4" and answered her mei2 you3!!!!!!!!! ahh.. (i hate typing in han yun pin ying) so yeah.. she asked me in chinese, you mean since young you've been successful?? then these BIG question marks appeared around me.. like oh crap!! now i get it.. can you believe it? i totally did the world's most stupid thing!


oh Gosh! how stoopid can i get? i can't even spell stoopid correctly.. and even worse, i can't tell the difference between 'i' and '!' HELP! stoopid stoopid stoopid i am.

but oh welloz. no point crying over spilled milk! what's done is done! yay! just do better for the Os.. well, i still dunno how this chinesey thingie works. =) but oh wellz, yes, i'm feeling still feeling depressed.. but i will get over it.. in my little quiet corner.. *sniff sniff* ya lahz.. i'll overcome it! it's just so disappointing.. haha.. well, see ya all.. i'm gonna take a break from mourning over my chinese.. haha.. God Bless You All~

prick your heart

please visit this

*often we feel that the burden would be lighter if we just leave God aside for a while.. we have less responsibilities to handle and all.. but what if we are like the boy, we cut ourselves away from the responsibility of carrying the cross, our walk of life will never be completed. But if we repent and carry the cross with him, our forgiving Father he will provide and will guide.
thank you Father.

friends are friends forever, if the Lord's the Lord of them

communication in any relationship is very essential
but if the world disallows you to do so.
what do you do?
stay strong in your beliefs of just let things be?

some friends come and go
but others stay by your in times of up and down.
when you feel happy, you want to share it with those friends
when you're sad, you turn to them.
some friends are indeed worth keeping
and worth to be treasured forever.
some of them will always be a part of my life.
our friendship will forever stay in my heart.

those who are frank and straight forward,
often mistaken by others to enjoy making criticism.
to me, people who help you change for the better.
and bring out the best in you.

those who are so angelic on the surface
often people think they are pure and righteous
to me, most of the time, it's just the outward appearance
never judge a book by its cover, for no one is perfect
if they dun say it in your face, who do they tell?

friends who can't understand your jokes,
often labelled as "petty"
but by being gullible, they often seem cute and innocent =D

friends who think they understand your jokes,
often thought as a good friend understand you.
but do they really understand?
or do they just laugh for the sake of 'helping' you?
laughing at nothing?

true friends
who are they?
they are friends who willingly share you woes and sorrows
and i willingly share my joy and laughters with.

the come and go friends
who are they?
they are friends who are ever so willing to share your joy
but when in times of burden and sorrow,
where are they?
they are no where to be found.

i love you all my dear friends, thanks for always being there for me.. you know who you are..

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HOW OLD DO YOU THINK SARAH IS WITHIN HER?

My inner child is ten years old!


The adult world is pretty irrelevant to me. Whether
I'm off on my bicycle (or pony) exploring, lost
in a good book, or giggling with my best
friend, I live in a world apart, one full of
adventure and wonder and other stuff adults
don't understand.


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muahaha.. now do you actually believe that? since young people have been saying that i'm a 10 year old in a 15 year old body? it's amazing how i could have gotten 16 years old for my inner child 2 years back and now it's 10? hmm.... time to take a left turn and take my leave.. love ya'll. *hugs*

+- say a little prayer for the friends that mean most -+

templates... lotsa lotsa tuition

ha! finally found a new template.. and this one's gonna be staying here for quite some time 'cos i love it! hahaha.. yeah.. but something's wrong.. it's just too blue for me.. blue blue blue...

yeah.. had lotsa tuition today.. like chemistry immediately after church all the way in bishan and after that.. came home for a while.. took some drowsy causing pills and then. went to take a little nap.. with like everyone walking in and out of my room and bahh.. so i woke up and started doing all my long overdue maths homework.. haha.. and i can't seem to be able to do my enlargement anymore.. grrr.. die maths die..

then ate dinner.. chicken wings galore manz.. haha.. watched the nkf thingie 'cos i was bored then maths teacher came.. woah.. so late.. half an hour late.. *shakes head* okie.. had maths and now i'm here..... WALAH! been sending emails out lately.. nothing to doo.. it's all about stress manz.. i feel so slack but i do work hard.. my results just suck so badly.. sighh.. nevermind. i shall endure!

-+peace out+-

track and field finals...

yeah man! OLSON ROCKS! we are the track and field overall champions! great manz.. and it feels realli good that i "contributed" to the winning actually.. hahaha.. let's just say, i didn't run but i was waving the flag.. and although it was the onli one waving (extra) it continued to wave around.. hahaha. *bows humble* and jessica, i so do not look like duan chen feng! so anyway, came home from acjc after collecting my brother's birthday prezzie from ian's house and eating cheese prata and milo dinosaur at al-ameens.. hahaha.. once again..

happie birthday khorkhor!

yeah.. so anyway. made my way home.. but everyone insisted that i was ill even though i felt perfectly normal.. too much! don't even let me take phonecalls and make me miss my gummy "shopping spree"! bleh! bah... and they keep saying my temperature is so high and stuff.. bahz.. and guess wad.. I GOT A TAN AGAIN!!! even though i kinda look u-g-l-y now.. who cares! i got a tanned.. i am not pigmentless! yeah! coolness.. haha.. got my gummy bears already.. ate so much and now i'm fool! haha.. thanks winston for the gummies! haha.. and yeah! should get going now.. it's late.. haha.. takie cariez. God Bless You all!

the letters... like YUCK!

oooh hahaha.. another failure in my attempt to do something right.. still feeling like crap now.. but oh wellz, life goes on.. like time does.. so yeah!
to all those people who wrote me those lesbianic letters...
i am straight!
yes. and i am sure of that.. don't worrie. all those letters will be kept in my life file.. so dunch worrie i wun throw them away.. since they are amusing enough to make me laugh an dmake me smile, i guess those are just too 'precious' to be thrown away right?
don't worrie people! if you wanna know what's written in them by who.. i'll post in on the next entry.. i dun realli haf time to go get it and get back here in time before my family takes over the computer! but watch out for it.. maybe i'll post it on the message page then it can stay there for longer! how's that?



haha.. to all those people who know that i love them.. haha.. this picture's for you!!! i love this pic manz.. it's like my favourite.. remind you of anything/anyone? hahaha! oh yeah.. visit ade and look at the template she made for diott i'm a bit slow lahz.. oh yeah.. and don't forget to like visit "diott's web" when it's ready.. probably after the Os ade and i might just get down to really make her webbiez..
it's.. http://www.wildboar.e-diott.com/freakingloser.html
see ya then! God Bless You all! MUACKS!~

PS: haven't been updating due to lack of time and lack of chances.. i'll be back soon. now that's a promise..

the problematic one week

been almost a week since i came back here to blog.
to all those people whom i scared on tuesday, sorrie people.. thanks for your concern anyway.. it was really sweet of you!

as good friday approaches by the second, i feel somewhat closer to God.
maybe it's just the mentality. or not.
i feel like just going to the playground and do some soul-searching.
but i'm not allowed to, sadly so.
i feel like i have no life, and just wanna end it.
i mean no phonecalls, no computer unless weekends or holidays/ no friends visiting.
might as well have NO LIFE.
BUT my job on earth is not done yet.
i have yet to complete the task God has set for me.
when will i be able to feel free and do whatever i want?
when i'm 18, maybe. maybe even 21. who knows.
i haven't found my talent yet at the moment
it's definitely not in academics. i have yet to find out.
i feel like just eating non-stop, but there isn't anything to munch on.

problems settle in .
where are the answers ?
if only after Good friday, parents would learn to forgive & forget
let bygones be bygones
that they would let everything just pass
i just hope..
and i hope they know and hope ..guess not
if only...

dream a dream * sixth sense

ever wondered whether dreams are true?
i think about that all the time
are dreams a gift from God to warn us about things?
or are they just there to prevent sleep
seemingly strange dreams just keep coming back to me over and over again
what do dreams actually mean?
what are they for?

if dreams were the true ones,
what about sixth sense.
ones that seem pretty accurate most of the times
which ones are the truth?
we ourselves don't know
but i sure hope that none of mine are true

the sixth sense that tells you something happened to your friend
or the dream that shows your friend is evil and your parents are violent?
i sure hope none of them hold any amount of truth...
the consequences will be scary and hard to believe.
unbearable is the word.

Father, don't let any of these be true. please. don't. Thank you Heavenly Dad!

the day is forgotten. -but not by all

early in the morning 5.45am, sarah woke up feeling very hyper.. she packed her bag and got changed and washed up and drank a cup of drink. walked out of the house, flagged a cab and told the uncle, "acsi" and hahahaha.. he didnt' know where it was either.. so AC punks, MG isn't the only school that taxi drivers don't know the location of. so anyway, sarah arrived at 6.56am and walked to the swimming pool. saw mong and all the other swimming people. and WARM UP TIME! swam laps and laps until they were really tired. oh fine. i'm crapping. so cutting the long story short...

went up to the olson house area and saw sherilyn / grandmotheroo, ade and jessica and they were ooooh so sweet.. they gave me a pair of baby shoes for my anniversary prezzie.. so cuteeee.. THANKS haha.. thanks to everyone else for the well wishes. that reminds me..

happie 1st year jon! muacks!

so the day went on, continued with warm up and then swam for the thingie.. haha.. super funny.. guess what guess what? our first swimmer was okay.. not too bad, then when i plunged in, my goggles came off.. joyce was a little stoned when it came to her turn to jump and fang ting had a backache.. talk about one suay team manz.. haha.. okie.. so i got changed. walked around the pool area carrying chairs, helping the lil' guides.. haha.. oh so nice of me.. *bing* yeah.. laureen was really blurr today..i asked her where nicky was and she said,"sorrie i dun noe, i havne't seen her the whole day" when just 5 mins ago, she was talking to nicky.. blurrrrr.. haha.. no offense manz.. a big thanks to nicky's mom for sending me off to the bus stop. and for the bun was dead tired, so i slept on the bus. woke up one stop before my stop. skipped lunch and went straight to bed. bryna called and got stuck outside her house again *sigh.* i wanna duplicate the house key for her manz..

oh oh oh.. there's hope that he remembers.. haha.. when i got home, connie told me that he call.. falalala.. but i was swimming.. to think that i chose this day to go for the swimming meet (like i had a choice) haha.. still can't contact him until now.. talked to his nice sister just now.. *beams* well, it's about 2-3 mins but it's still talking okay? haha. oh wellz..

God bless all the lovely people who took an extra effort to make this day more meaningful for me! love you all! you are the greatest bestest friends that anyone can ever have. do i get a prezzie for saying that.? haha.. YOU GUYS (or girls if you prefer) ROCK!!!!!

did another lame quizz.. haha.. my friend asked me to do it..

cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be
close to your special someone and feel warm,
comfortable, and needed


What Sign of Affection Are You?
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ahhhhhh..... *ring ring* he's coming over noww..... HALLELUJAH!~ God sure answers prayers!

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